Chaos (Over the Moon)
Missed Connections in Vermont
Too much chaos in the world around me.
Noise noise and more noise!
Sometimes I wish I were deaf, though I would miss music among other things.
But for one day to be able to block out the world so I could think straight.
That’s the problem, I think too much.
Sometimes I think I miss you, then I reach for the phone,
but I convince myself
things are better this way.
I think about the endless vicious cycles, in my life,
and I don’t want to go back there.
I don’t know if I could survive another round.
I do think of the good things, the things that made me laugh.
Again I think I miss you and then I think I’d like to punch you.
There’s too much chaos going on in the background, but I guess it’s lets me know I’m still alive.
Her Two Cents from the Missed Connections Chief Bottle-Finder:
Keeping old, bad habits and the people associated with them in the past isn’t a simple undertaking. Sometimes, when we’re feeling low or frazzled, it’s easy to gloss over all the lousy bits and think only about the fun parts even though we know that’s not the complete truth. Chaos is always there, it’s our response to it that can change.