Lovelorn Poet in San Francisco, CA: Remember

Fireflies

Fireflies by DS

Remember
Missed Connections from the City of San Francisco

I remember love.
Rare was the gift of eyes to share audacity!
Nights not every light was a dead star
we swam waters dangerous wine-dark and jewel-fingered;
held to the heart’s possibilities,
we sang boldly under the choir of numbered suns,
hungered as a statue’s widow hungers.
But always autumn devours the perfumed hours of the summer,
and now I am the sum of my secrets,
treasured scenes from a spring of senses.
Winter is the attic of grief.
Love is a memory.

sx

 

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Over time this blog has featured a few pieces of found writing from sx. This one appears to be the last (at least that’s what my RSS Reader claims) so I wonder if our Golden Gate Poet has moved on to other places or other faces…  One of the tags on Fireflies from DS says the image is a reflection of a reflection of a reflection and with each iteration the colors darken and fade. I think it’s like forgotting to remember to forget to forget…

Lovelorn Poet in San Francisco, CA: Arnold Schwarzenegger Is The Best Actor Ever

Arnold Schwarzenegger Is The Best Actor Ever
Missed Connections from the City of San Francisco

Terminator

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I am NOT STALKING you.

This is how I saw it unfold.
You interjected the arnold schwarzenegger comment into my conversation with a friend. Funny, fun, spontaneous.
My friend and I left cafe xo. You got your coffee.
We walked 1/2 block. I’d left my bag at the cafe and went back to get it just as you were leaving the cafe with your coffee. I walked up to you and we had a fun conversation. I walked away.

My friends and I had gone on to have a great play day in several different parks and cafes, including conversations about serendipity, kismet, spontaneity. I told them about meeting you and how I thought there is a dearth of people able to be engaged in “spontaneous acts of conversation” due to cell phones.
My friends asked “and you didn’t get his number?”. I said NO! This is not what I do …… pick up men in coffee shops (or any where) because I aint lookin’!

And then I thought about it, and I thought “why not.?”. Why not seize the moments? I have a philosophy of non-attachment to the outcome. I am not invested in being in a relationship. I keep saying I want more people in my life.
What if there are people who are just a little more shy than me who can not make that first move and I blow it because I can’t make the first move?

Sooooo………..
I went back to the house and made you that origami fortune teller. I had the intention of tacking it up at Cafe XO in case you returned there and saw it and enjoyed the playfulness of it and ended up seeking a post on Craigslist.
As I walked towards the cafe: there you were again. I called out your name. Handed you the note and felt so embarrassed I ran off. My confidence collided with reality. It was so much easier in my imagination when I just left the note.

So this is my story of NOT STALKING you. It was truly serendipity afoot in Bernal Heights May 18th. I just wanted to play.

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A random missed connections search on the word “philosophy” returned a relatively small, but fascinating, group of messages – like this entertaining little tale about NOT STALKING the object of a serendipitous coffee shop encounter.  While our poet claims to “have a philosophy of non-attachment to the outcome.” their actions seem to speak (nay, shout) louder than their thoughts. I wonder what happened next after the full sprint down the street…

Lovelorn Poet in San Francisco, CA: Island

Island

Island

Island
Missed Connections from the City of San Francisco

The key was lost, and we,
on a tiny roof deck marooned above the sea of city,
roiled and prude,
let late evening winds move us closer slowly till our drinks clinked and shoes tapped expectantly.
sx

 

 

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I’m currently reading Danny Wallace’s book, Charlotte Street. The best way to describe it (which sounds truly awful), is it’s a story about guys, written for women; considerably better than your average chick-lit pulp about nannies, botox, and private nursery schools. The main character is a down-on-his-luck-and-out-of-love English bloke who helps a random female stranger and ends up with a disposable camera in his hands. The tale follows his mis-adventures as he searches for his missed connection with the help of his two male friends. Blog posts written by the mysterious woman and signed Sx are sporadically incorporated to give the reader a sneak peak into what’s happening on the other half of the equation.  Will Charlotte Street have an ending like this poem from San Francisco’s sx? We’ll have to wait and see but I certainly hope so!


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Missed Connections in San Francisco, CA: Things I Should Have Said To You At The Bar Last Night, Part 6

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