Your journey begins with one small step. One. Small. Step. Stop asking yourself what is right and wrong, where are down and up. Just clear your mind and begin walking. Questions do not always precede learning, as it is often in the quiet unknowns, the dark, silent, dusty corners, that the understanding you desire can be found. Throw away the maps and charts. Your inner compass knows what it seeks, and, like a hound, it must cast this way and that to hit upon the scent. Trust it.
One. Small. Step.